"One last caress from the corpse of love - is all i need underneath the cyanide sun"

Satan's talking in my head :

"God is gone, what's good is dead".

From holes up high all angels're falling.

There's no one there to hear my calling.

The blood they touch turns fast to black.

In every's eye I see a crack.

Crows're making circles, want me to die.

But what's the hardest? My heart is blind.

Those dirty jobs made gone my conscience.

The devil greets me that I'm bad.

I've cried so much about my soul friends.

My love is freak, that's why I'm sad.

Why I can't be alone and happy?

To wake up for myself this time.

I need each day someone to hold me

And say to me: "We'll be just fine".

Oh God, could I still save my soul?

My doctors, pills try make me whole.

Wicked thoughts inside don't let me live.

With sins and drugs can't go for it!

So I am still alive today.

Counting my tears of grief in vain.

Cause more I try to show my love, 

The more I get far from above.

 Please never lie you care for me

Cause it's the biggest pain for me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5H4LVA3ybo